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12/27/05--18:11: Wednesday, December 28, 2005 (chan 1621788)

Hello to all!!! My, my what a week...I have been in La< thats Louisiana> seeing my family for x-mas, and i do mean ALL my family, from cousins to aunties, to some i didnt even know i had, but all in all it was grand and  a good time was had by all...........

I even saw my estranged brother in lafayette,phew was that interesting,lol....he looked good tho..my mom was in good spirits and the family is still doing good. i am SOO happy to be back in dallas tho,haha. Now, for New Years, maybe i can get a break from all this traveling after that, but knowing me, prolly not. just the way things go. i wanna wish everyone a fantastic Happy New Year, and say drink some for me.............S, i am not sure exactly what's going on, but i'm sure you'll find your way back to me, one way or another. i miss you terribly.

Take care everyone. OHHH, congrats to Ms. Carey on her 17th #1!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yessssssssss.. Go chica. Love you all. The Lady




12/30/05--19:50: Saturday, December 31, 2005 (chan 1621788)

 I wish for everyone... Comfort on difficult days, 
 Rainbows to follow the clouds,  Laughter to kiss your lips, Sunsets to warm your heart   Gentle hugs when spirits sag,  Friendships to brighten your being, Beauty for your eyes to see,  Confidence for when you doubt, Faith so that you can believe, Courage to know yourself, Patience to accept the truth, And love to complete your life.........Life's short, make the most of what you have and who you love, and the people whom you care for. I love you all...........K



01/05/06--13:22: Thursday, January 05, 2006 (chan 1621788)

Hey to all! I have missed you. I hope everyone has had a fabulous New Year and is already getting started to make 06' better. I know i have....Things in Dallas are groovy, I have met a wonderful, handsome, VERY well-built,hehe,guy. He is amazing to be around and makes my day brighter just by  smiling at me and telling me how beautiful i am, even when  i'm not feeling that way. Hmm,wonder where it will go, only time will tell. BTW, he is GORGEOUS!!

ANYwhoo, i wanted to take a moment and say, i dont really like to talk about "drama" on here too much, but i wanna say this.....I am truly hurt and devastated by the actions of one person that i thought i meant the world to, and whom i love so so deeply. I am appalled by the carelessness and the selfishness of this person. My heart is broken, and i dont know if it'll ever be mended. My friends  warned me, but i didnt listen cause i always give the benefit of the doubt, but this time i know. He's gone, and i don't know if he's ever coming back, back into my life, back into my heart and my soul. :(

Have a fantastic week everyone, remember as always, i love you,appreciate you, and ENJOY ya!!!

All my love,K

p.s. To R...I miss you,terribly.............




01/13/06--07:14: Friday, January 13, 2006 (chan 1621788)

Do not weep for me

For i am on every ray of sunshine

every wing and feather of a bird

I am the splash of every wave

and the light at the end of every tunnel

 

Do not weep

For i am in every angels' teardrops'

in every babys' eyes

in the smile if children

and in the laughter of friends

 

Do not weep for me

For i am in the heart of a hero

and the touch of a lover

I will be in everything

Forget me never....................Kc

 

Just a little something i wrote, hope u all like it....Love ya,K




01/20/06--06:18: Friday, January 20, 2006 (chan 1621788)

Just when you think you know someone, they shock the hell outta you!!!  Wow, all i can say is, to S, i hope you find whatever the fuck it is you are looking for, and i hope that someday when you look back upon this, and yuor actions, that you realize that these kind of things are what makes people lose friends, and makes people NOT wanna trust other people. I am appalled and just bewildered.....Speechless. and i am usually never speechless, but if thats the way you wanna play the game, then GAME ON..............

Now, to everyone else, i hope you are having a wonderful week, and great new 06'. Too all my Tulsa peeps, Octavia, Mokaa, Ross<husband>, Brandon, and everyone else, i miss you all!!!!  Love ya, appreciate ya, and enjoy ya, as always!

all my love,

K




02/03/06--13:07: Friday, February 03, 2006 (chan 1621788)

Hey everyone.............

What i know for sure.................

The sun will always  rise and always set,

the birds will always sing and fly,

there will always be love in the world, no matter where,

children will always laugh,

and the finish line is just the beginning of a new race..............

 

To all my friends, i love you all.........theres a special place in my heart for each and every one of you. forgiveness is divine. remember that. stay sweet and beautiful

all my love,

Kandy




02/06/06--21:37: Tuesday, February 07, 2006 (chan 1621788)

Ya  know, i don't talk about people often, and it's very rare that i actually name names, BUT however, tonight i am feeling super bitchy and wanna call it out like it is. SEAN MILLS. i dont understand who the FUCK you think you are, trying to tell ME what  you think is best for me. How DARE you take away our friendship without even consulting me, talking to me, or anything. what a fucking coward you are, too scared to even send me a shitty email, or to tell me how you really feel, instead ,choosing to be a PUSSY and hiding behind your emotions. Of all the things, you have the nerve to try and tell me you are doing this for ME??? PLEASE, what a  COP OUT...........I hope some day when you look back at this and realize what an ASSHOLE you've been to me, and to your  other "so -called friends", that  someone will do  to you exactly what you did for me. not a FUCKING thing. Octavia was always right, and soo very right about you, all along. S-A-D.....................And that's  ALL i have to say about that. You better HOPE i dont see you out anywhere, you better just turn around and go the other way. I'll make sure that everyone knows what an asshole you are....I guarantee that..........

Now, on a lighter note,  i had a really good friend who wants to make amends, and lifes too short  for all the bullshit, so we're gonna give it a go.  i know it will take a while, but things will be patched up. i believe that. In time, all  wounds become healed. I miss you R, and i will see you soon....Cant wait to hug you and have you hold me. Thinking of you always.................K




02/20/06--20:15: Tuesday, February 21, 2006 (chan 1621788)

I'm sure all of you who read these are wondering what the hell is going on with things.....I know it has been QUITE some time since ive written, but i'll keep it short i promise.....

I wanna say i'm sorry for being soo harsh on my last entry but things have just been culminating and building for the last couple months and i HAD to let everyone know what an asshole Sean Mills is........BLEH. GOOD riddance. Oh, and i heard he was at the bar<majestic> 2 weeks ago when i was there for a show, but i didnt see  him, LUCKILY for him, cause  hes on my shit list right now and it wouldnt be pretty.........ANYwho, things in dallas are better than ever!!! I recieved a call from, hold your breath, the TYRA BANKS show!!!!!!! it seems Ms. Banks is doing a show on "psycho" x's. and  we all know i know ALL about those.......its up in the air but hopefully i'll be going to LA soon to tape...........

I am looking for a 9-5 job< yeesh> its been awhile, but  shopping is expensive here and i need some more $$...Im  getting glasses..1st time in like 15 yrs, but my Dr. said my eyes need a rest from contacts, so we'll see  how that goes. I miss all my firiends in tulsa......and btw, Lloyd, u were soooo right about SEAN, and Robert,. you were 100% correct, im sorry i didnt listen............OK, i have to go for now,,,,,,,see u all in april when i am special guest at Majestic!!!! yay................as always, i love you, appreciate you, and ENJOY ya.............xoxoxox all my love,

Kandy




03/24/06--06:17: Friday, March 24, 2006 (chan 1621788)

Wow, its been a really long time since ive written on this thing huh? well, i guess ive been busy with alot of other things. My life has been going great in Big "D", and all is well in the kingdome of Kandy, well at least for now,lol.............I've missed alot of people from tulsa lately, esp R, my husband!! Miss ya babe, only a few more weeks till i see ya again, and i'm gonna see me X, Danny while im there, i miss him too, and Boyz Club and the gang, Chasey and of course, Mokaa and brandon, love you guys......i'll be writing more soon, just can't stay long now......AS always, i love ya, appreciate ya, and enjoy ya, to all those lovers out there!! Don't give up on love babies...........xoxoxox K


04/01/06--19:07: Sunday, April 02, 2006 (chan 1621788)

hey all, just wanted to drop a line to say i will be special guest on Sunday, April 16th, at  Majestic........I am very excited about that weekend, it will be easter and i expect a lot of chocolate from everyone!! Hahaha........and if Sean "Shady" Mills is there, i will be givin him a serious readin....More like the end of my shank!! Ok, just kidding about that, but i digress...I miss you all soo much in tulsa, can't wait to see all your smiling faces...xoxoxox i love ya, appreciate ya, and enjoy ya!!!! love, Kandy